Silence
-Casey
Stanton
checked his rearview mirror and smiled at his daughter Elise in the back seat
of his tan sedan. She sat there hunched over, tongue squirming between her
pursed lips while she colored in her favorite Disney characters. The two were
traveling up the coast of Washington, headed for the home of Stanton's mother
for a weekend retreat from the hustle and smog of Southern California. It
had been almost a year since his wife had died from cancer, and Stanton figured
the trip would do his daughter some good. He supposed it would also do himself
some good since he hadn't really been out of the house since his wife's death.
He turned his attention back towards the road, and his limbs tensed and straightened
with fear. A coyote darted in front of him, and his car skidded to a stop
on the shoulder a few hundred feet from where he saw it. He looked up the
long stretch of highway 101 back towards the animal who was still standing
to the side of the road, staring back at him.
"Are
you alright sweetie?" Stanton asked.
"Yeah,
daddy," she said, "What happened?"
"A
coyote was in the road," he said, still not taking his eyes off of the
animal.
She strained
against her seatbelt to see out the rear window, following her father's gaze.
Her breath stopped in her throat when she saw it, and she asked, "What
does it want?"
"It
doesn't want anything," he said slowly. "You sure you're alright,
honey?"
"Yeah,
but I messed up on my picture," Elise said with a frown. She turned back
around and returned to her work.
Stanton
smiled a little and finally looked at his daughter, "I'm sorry, do you
think you can fix it?"
"Yeah,
I think so daddy," she said.
"Alright
then, off to Granny's house," he said and put the car into gear. He adjusted
his mirror, looked back for any cars that might have caught up to him, and
saw the coyote again. Its breath came out in even clouds of white vapor from
around bright teeth. The coyote closed its mouth and headed into the forest,
glancing back one last time before disappearing. Stanton's brow furrowed as
he pulled out onto the highway and brought the car up to speed. They had about
thirty minutes to go before they reached Clearwater.
He turned off of the highway and followed the small road, heading
north along the river that gave the town it's name. The water
was dark and clean, rushing between the rocks and surging through
the bends. Stanton thought about doing some fly-fishing for trout
there someday, but realized he'd probably never get around to
it.
"I'm
cold daddy," Elise said, "Can you turn on the heater?"
"Sure
thing," he said while twisting the dial up a few notches. He hadn't noticed
the temperature of the late afternoon until she had said something, and now
he felt the cold as well, seeping through the glass.
The road
narrowed, and Stanton slowed down. He didn't want another close call like
the one earlier that day. His thoughts returned to the coyote and its gaze,
and he noticed the fog coming in from the coast. The day had been overcast
with a few showers, and the thick haze was never a stranger along the coastline.
He came around the bend and the forest opened up to reveal a small town nestled
in the wilderness. He saw the convenience store and gas station to the right
and the local bar and diner on the left of the empty street. There was a small
inn a little ways down the road that was mostly used by hunters and fishermen,
but business wasn't so good during the off months. It looked a little rundown,
and he only saw one light on in the windowed front.
He turned
on the street after Main and followed it past a few small, shabby houses to
its end. His mother's was the way he had remembered it; the white, rickety
fence around the front lawn had an aging two-story house to match. All of
the windows were dark, but the porch light cast a yellow glow on the small
deck in front of the door. He parked his car along the fence, trying to get
most of it off of the road. The engine died with the turn of his key, and
Stanton paused before getting out of the car.
"Wait
here for me, alright?" he said, turning to his daughter. "I want
to make sure Granny is home before we get all our bags out."
"All
right, dad," she said, and she started to hum.
He got
out of the car and made his way over to the front gate, lifted the small,
black latch, and swung it wide with a creak. He then walked up the path and
onto the deck, past the flowerbeds along the front of his mother's home. They
hadn't been tended to in some time, and he could see the weeds had mostly
taken over. He looked back to the car and saw his daughter inside, still hunched
over her book.
He tried
the front door, but it was locked. The metal knob felt very cold, and the
moisture in the air had been collecting on it for some time. He knocked a
few times, and turned around to retrieve the key stashed on one of the beams
supporting the porch overhang. The beam was rough on his fingers, but he found
the key without much trouble. He tried it in the lock, but it wouldn't go
in. He flipped the key upside down and tried again, but he could see that
the key was the wrong way for the keyhole. After a few more attempts, he decided
that she had changed the locks sometime recently, which didn't set right with
him. His mother had moved to the town to get away from the crime and worry
of cities so she could focus on "the more important things."
He took
the key and walked around back, hoping only the front locks were switched.
The back of the house was much darker than the front; the thick forest blocked
out most of the evening's remaining sunlight. The fog was snaking its way
towards him from the woods, choosing its path carefully through the underbrush.
The key also refused to work in the back door. He knocked again, but he didn't
think anyone was inside. The house was dark even though he had told his mom
the two of them were coming up for a visit that week. He felt a sudden urgency
grow inside his gut, and he turned away from the back door. His pace quickened
along the side path until he found himself half running back to the car and
back to his daughter. He saw her there again, still coloring in the backseat,
and he stopped himself. A few deep breaths later, he reached the car and got
in.
"Granny
isn't home right now, so we're going to go stay in the hotel tonight,"
he told his daughter while thinking about where his mom could be.
"I'm
hungry daddy, can we get something to eat?" she asked.
"Sure
honey, let's go over to the hotel, and we'll see what we can do about getting
you fed."
He turned
the key in the ignition and made a three point turn to head back towards Main
Street. He looked in his mirror and saw the fog about half way to the front
door of his mother's house, slowly creeping forward and enveloping the town.
Stanton twisted the heater up to full and pulled forward under the darkening
sky.
He came
to the stop and checked both ways down the road, but didn't see anyone. He
waited a few more moments, hoping to see the thick fog illuminate with an
approaching car, but everything was still. He made the right turn and pulled
up in front of the Clearwater Inn. No cars were parked in front, and even
though that wasn't out of the ordinary, it didn't make him feel any more comfortable.
"Come on, let's go get a room," said Stanton, more to himself than
his daughter.
Elise put
away her crayons and closed her coloring book. "It looks cold outside,
better put on a jacket," she said while tugging hers on.
"You're
right," he said, and he reached into the back seat to get his coat. They
had made the trip in three days, so the pair were used to staying in hotels
for the night and had the system down. Within minutes, the two were standing
inside the lobby of the old hotel with their matching luggage and brown paper
bag.
The room
was catered to the weekend hunter or fisher. A staircase led up to the rooms
on the second floor, and some old wooden chairs were strategically placed
about the lobby to view the mounted animals covering the walls. Stanton looked
to his right and saw a coyote snarling at them, eyes cold and glassy. His
daughter walked over to the stuffed animal and patted its head.
"Don't
touch that sweetie," he said, "It's not yours."
He stepped
up to the counter and read the note that was left there along with a set of
keys.
Here's
the key to room 201. Leave the money on the counter and I'll pick it up in
the morning. It's $36 a night. Sorry, no TV in rooms.
Stanton
smiled and couldn't imagine anyone coming out there to watch TV. He put $40
on the counter, took the key, and walked up the stairs with the paper bag
in one hand and the large suitcase in the other, his daughter in tow.
"Looks
like we'll be eating sandwiches again," he said.
"But
we had those for lunch," Elise protested.
"I
know. I thought I saw a microwave and coffee machine in the lobby, so we'll
have some popcorn too, okay?"
His daughter
nodded her response and started humming again, her little hand wrapped around
the banister for balance while carrying her suitcase. Stanton opened the door
with the key and turned on the lights. The room was almost as cold as it was
outside, and he made his way for the heater on the opposite end of the room.
There was one queen bed with several layers of unpleasant looking wool blankets
over thin, white sheets. The walls were covered in a darkly stained wood paneling,
giving the room a cabin feel, and two wood chairs sat next to a round table
in one corner. He turned on the heat and held his hands in front of the vent
to make sure warm air was flowing before turning back to his daughter. She
was facing the bed, staring at the stuffed raccoon on top of the dresser to
the right of it. The animals were starting to bother Stanton. He got the bread,
peanut butter, and jelly from the paper bag he had set down by the door, and
went about making their dinner.
"I
wonder where everybody is," mused Elise between bites of her sandwich.
Stanton
wanted to answer, but he stopped himself. He thought about it for a while
and couldn't remember seeing a single person or car since they had arrived.
No movement, no noise, no anything.
"I'm
going to call your grandma, maybe she's in by now," he said and looked
around for a phone. There wasn't one. "I'll be right back."
He returned
to the front desk after quickly searching the rest of the lobby. There was
a black phone sitting at the end of the counter, and since it was a local
call, he figured it would be all right to use it. He picked up the receiver
and placed it to his ear, starting to dial the number. The phone was silent.
He tried
hanging it up a few times, then followed the cord to the wall plug but gave
up after a few minutes. Stanton thought about the town then realized that
paying for the extra phone line when business was slow wouldn't make much
sense. He traced the rough edge of the counter down to the other end where
a nicely bound book sat. The fake leather felt out of place to his fingers
in such a rustic setting. Thumbing through the pages, he realized it was a
guest book of everyone who had stayed in the hotel. He flipped to the end
and read the last entry:
I
had a great trip. I only wish the fog hadn't cut short my fishing. Harry Mason
The entry
was dated five days prior to their arrival. Stanton grabbed a pen out of a
coffee mug behind the counter and quickly wrote his own entry:
Where
is everyone? Timothy Stanton
He set
down the book and placed the pen neatly on top of it, turned around slowly,
and walked up the stairs to his room. His daughter's paper plate sat alone
on the floor, only a few crumbs remaining from her sandwich. His body started
to flush and his heart beat faster.
"Elise,"
he called, "where are you?"
He waited
for an answer and strained to hear over the pulse in his temples. He thought
he could hear his daughter's humming coming from somewhere behind him, so
stepped back out onto the open walkway. He could see light under the door
at the end of the carpet to his right, and he paced quickly over to it.
"Elise,
are you in there?" he asked and pounded on the door with the base of
his fist.
Yeah daddy,"
answered Elise, "Do you have to go to the bathroom too?"
Stanton
relaxed a little. "No sweetie, I was just making sure I knew where you
were. Why don't you tell me when you are going to leave like that, okay?"
"All
right," she said.
Stanton
heard the toilet flush and the sink turn on, then his daughter started to
sing to the tune she had been humming earlier.
Ring
around the rosie
A
pocket full of posies
Ashes,
ashes
We
all fall down
His brow
furrowed again, and he walked back into the room to make another sandwich.
He sat down on the edge of the bed, putting his hand down on the rough wool
blankets, and glanced over to the window. A tree branch was pressed up against
it, and some of its leaves were flat against the glass. Aside from the places
the leaves were touching it, he couldn't see anything out the window but a
thick, gray fog. He understood why the last person to stay here had complained
about it. He abandoned his thoughts of a second sandwich, and Elise walked
into the room.
"Close
the door for me, please," he said to his daughter who had stopped in
the doorway. She shut the door quietly then locked the dead bolt.
"You
never know who will try to get in, right daddy?" she asked.
"I
suppose that's a good idea kiddo."
Stanton
woke up to the voice of his daughter in the darkness. He sat straight up and
felt for Elise next to him, but the bed was empty. He couldn't see anything,
and he fumbled in the dark next to the bed for his watch. His hand met cold
hair and a sharp point, causing him to jerk backwards in surprise. He then
remembered the raccoon on the dresser and reached forward again, clawing through
the dark for the wristband. His daughter was laughing and mumbling, "I
have them all now." The cold metal met his hand, and he snatched up his
watch, pressing the light button. The room was bathed in a cool green color,
and he could make out the shape of his daughter standing in the corner of
the room by the door. He stumbled out of bed, fighting off the sheets, and
then hit the switch on the wall before grabbing his daughter. She collapsed
as his hand touched her arm, and he scooped her up.
"Elise?
What's going on? Are you okay?"
She brought
her small hands to her eyes and rubbed them before speaking. "I'm tired
daddy, can we go to bed?"
"Okay
honey, don't scare me like that. Were you having a bad dream?" he asked.
His daughter's
head lolled in the crook of his arm; she was already asleep.
The
next morning the fog had backed off a little, and let some light through the
cold glass of their room. Stanton and his daughter packed up their things
quickly and made ready to leave the hotel. He had decided not to stay in the
town another night if he couldn't get a hold of his mother.
"You
ready, Elise?" he asked.
"Okay
daddy, but we're not leaving," she answered.
"What
do you mean?" he asked quickly.
"We
haven't seen grandma yet," said Elise, "We're going to see grandma,
right?"
"I
don't know honey," he said, "Get your bag."
The two
walked down the stairs, and Stanton scanned the counter to see if the money
he had left was gone. It was still sitting right where he had left it the
night before. He placed the room key on top of the two twenties, then looked
over at his daughter. She had opened the front door already and was holding
it open for him. He forced a smile and walked quickly outside.
"Thank
you," he said.
"You're
welcome," she said and shut the door behind them.
He looked
out onto the street and saw the fog thick around the edges of the buildings.
It seemed as though only the street they were on was clear of it. He opened
the trunk and put their matching luggage into it, along with the paper bag.
The two got into the car, and he put it into gear. He backed up in a large
arc then drove out the side road for the hotel. The road his mother lived
on was completely blanketed by the fog, and he drove into it slowly. Everything
went gray, and he stopped. He peered through the windows and tried to see
outside. There was nothing. He turned on his lights, and the fog against the
windshield gently glowed. He switched to low beams but could no longer tell
his lights were on. He backed out slowly and considered the wall. He looked
up the street, back towards the highway, back towards home. All he saw was
gray.
"How
about we go back to the hotel and have some popcorn? Maybe in a few hours
the fog will let up a little," Stanton said.
"But
I want to see grandma before we go," Elise protested.
"If
the fog thins out, but until then we can't do anything."
Stanton
pulled up in front of the hotel and got out of the car. His steps were loud
in the still air, and he snatched at the door handle of the old building.
It was locked. He turned around and saw his daughter still sitting in the
car. He jogged over and got back in, then sat for a moment, hands resting
on the steering wheel, starring out the window.
"The
door is locked," he said.
"I
locked it on our way out."
Stanton
took a deep breath and closed his eyes. "Why did you do that honey?"
"You
told me to lock doors when I leave."
He watched
the fog creep forward, swallowing the hotel. Thick tendrils were clawing their
way toward them from around the trees. His daughter's crayon scrapped over
the paper in her book. The engine came to life and he pulled out into the
street one last time.
"We're
just going to leave," said Stanton.
"No,
it doesn't like that, daddy."
"What
do you mean it doesn't like that? Where are you going?" he called after
her.
Elise had opened the door and was walking out towards the fog,
holding a red crayon in her right hand. He flung open his door
and stood up, yelling her name.
She turned
around to face him and smiled. "It's okay daddy. I'm just going to see
grandma." She took a step backwards and let the fog swirl around her
small body, and then she was gone. He walked slowly to the edge of the fog
and listened. He heard the low purr of the engine and his breath coming out
quickly through his nose. The high, sweet tone of his daughter's voiced drifted
through the void to him.
Ring
around the rosie
A
pocket full of posies
Ashes,
ashes
We
all fall down
He closed
his eyes and stepped into the fog.